5th June

Taking forever to clear my room. Clearing away the 4 years of stuff from NUS. I never knew I had so many ring files. More than 15? So many waste papers. Dust.

In the midst of discharing my scholarship bond now. I know it's not very good to share this kinda thing here since bond breaking is a taboo in Singapore. Not that i am proud to say that i did it. Ultimately, it's a break of promise. Ever since i broke the news to the company, I have received a few emails of criticism. Not that harsh. I always tried to reply to explain my stand. Hope they manage to get what i am saying. Feeling so guilty towards my Professor. He got me in but i wanted out. But he is still good. He emailed to say he support me in my decision and I shall work hard towards my passion and prove to everyone that my Decision is correct. He even offered to help me write a testimonial, in case i want to do further studies or find employment. So nice of him.

Passion in work is really hard to explain. Does anyone always look forward to work everyday? I hope i do. That's why i chose to leave. I want to look forward to my work. With passion, every other things will follow. Money can be earned in the future but time once lost will always be lost. You will never get it back. Someone mentioned that with commitment and conviction, passion can be found later on. But i don't believe in it. ALways believe in passion first.

Hope everything will be over soon, so that i can once again be free.

Spread my wings... Let me soar, explore and enjoy the world.