Being Overwhelmed

Have been thinking about life (in general) after the recent performance evaluation. Not that I got a bad performance rating since I am still a newbie (My ranking is default by nature for the first year).

Why do we have to let people judge how good or bad you are when the person who is judging you might not even be better than you? Talking about this, I guess a lot of parents would agree too. Being Branded as an EM3 student doesn't mean you are bad. Sometimes it's because you are "branded", therefore you behave in the way your "brand" should behave.

But life is not about work. We don't live our life to get scrutinised by people at work. Life encompasses just too many.

Imagine a daily routine which goes...

1) Wake up early in the morning at 6.30am.
2)Prepare to go to work.
3) Travel to work.
4) Arrive at office. Clearing the never ending emails, answering the constant calls from people you don't even know.
5) Lunch... Continue to do what you do in the morning.
6) Knock off.
7) Home. Dinner.
8) Zzzz...

Hoping for weekends to come where you go to the countable places in Singapore to watch movies, shopping etc.

The cycle runs for a year and you hope that your effort at work get appreciated during the performance apprasial day.

I definitely need something more than this. This is not going to be the way i live my life.

I run; therefore i am sane. I swim; therefore i feel peaceful. I travel; therefore i see. I listen; therefore i learn.

And I shall study; therefore I can grow. The next intake for further studies, I shall apply.

2 years of commitment and knowledge which will last a lifetime.

And to sidetrack, I only know about this spectacles cleaning thing when i was in japan... Interesting~